So I had finally made up my mind not to have sex with this teenage escort from Poland. I had already paid her the money of course. She made to put on the rubber but I had lost my erection and was not interested. I told her to forget it. She shrugged.
"Life is hard in Poland" I said.
"Yes" she replied. She looked a little upset for a moment. We rolled back onto the bed. The girl lay face down snoozing. She had a breathtakingly beautiful face, with huge blue eyes and full lips like Natassja Kinski. She asked me if I wanted a massage, obviously keen to fill up the time. "No" I said "I will give you a massage!". She was surprised but I liked the idea of doing something nice for her. I straddled her backside and started a soft massage from the base of her spine along her shoulders to her arms. As I did so I could clearly see a large red triangular scar on her back close to her spine, more like a burn than a cut. It wasn't the kind of place where you could burn yourself - I got the feeling someone had perhaps deliberately burnt her on her back. Perhaps she had been the victim of some serious abuse in the past but the scar was quite old and there was nothing I could do for her now except give her a few minutes of quiet pleasure and relaxation. She enjoyed the massage and responded well to it, but it was time for me to go and continue the journey to my customer. She sat up and watched me dress. She had relaxed from the massage and seemed upset now that I was going. I warmed to her as she became friendlier and we gave each other a hug before I left.
I was glad that I didn't have sex with this girl. I would have felt dirty afterwards and giving her a massage was probably the best solution - I left feeling quite happy, even though I had blown £150 which could have been better spent elsewhere. I was even tempted to go and visit her again and take the poor girl out for an evening - I think she would really have enjoyed that and I would have liked to make her happy for a few hours, but she didn't stay in London for more than a few months after I saw her.
I was worried that the girl seemed to have been the victim of abuse in her past and that she clearly didn't want to work as an escort. Perhaps she was just desperate for the money so did it despite hating it. But I was concerned that there were some false reviews written about her too - her English wasn't good enough to have written them herself. I wondered if the agency was traffiking girls from Eastern Europe but that seemed unlikely as there were some girls on the site that I knew to be genuine escorts. It didn't occur to me until later when I read similar dubious reviews that perhaps there was a third party involved - forcing girls to work for them but using a legitimate agency to do the promotion. If I had realised that at the time I would have given an anonymous call to the police to let them check the girl out, just in case.
I have used London agencies and visited several girls from overseas without problems. In fact all three girls I would rate most highly have come from overseas, two via agencies. But unfortunately it is a fact of life when you are a punter that a bad experience is just waiting around the corner - it is best to find a good escort that you really click with and visit her again and again. If you visit an escort that isn't prepared to deliver the service as you expected it is best to just chalk it up to experience - don't get pissed off, just make the best of the situation (which may mean just leaving) and take extra special care to choose a top girl next time.